I got another job application rejection.
Depressing.
You know what I’ve done wrong in my life? I’ve only managed to be average at everything. I’m not great at anything. Sure, I can do almost anything you can do. But that’s the thing. It’s ALMOST. There is always going to be someone better than me.
I’ve been mediocre at life.
Being mediocre means I don’t stand out. There is nothing special to attract you to want to hire me; to get to know me; to want to understand me.
I think I’m a drifter. I lack passion in anything.
I hope one day I will find something I can be passionate in. A passion that will help me excel and become something amazing.
Because it’s worrying. If I can’t even get any internship/placements to accept me, how am I going to find a real proper job?
