im not usually as annoyed with incompetence lately bcuz, well, sometimes i can be too. but some ppl just really annoy me. they always come up to u askin to copy ur hw or some such when they themselves havent even tried. they're jsut too lazy to bother looking at it at all. i dun mind sharing my hw and letting ppl copy it sometimes BUT if they ask me ALL the time and they dont return the favour, they arent learning anything AND they are abusing a friendship. if u r going to copy my hw, at least sometimes i should b given the chance to copy urs, no? isnt it only fair trade. or if u've really tried and u cant understand and then u want to see wat ive done... then i dun mind sharing. BUT some ppl just come up before the class and go "oh have u done such and such hw? can i copy?" and i just wanna scream at them to fuck off cuz they didnt even have the energy to try themselves. and THEN when these ppl end up doing better than u in the test, its completely undeserved. its not jealousy.. its complete unfairness and ingratitude. yes.. ingratitude is also something tht annoys me to hell.. but tht links alot in with the incompetence, so i'll leave tht at tht.
whining is the most baby thing ever. i dont whine. i can honestly say i never seriously whine about something. i do make the occasional complaint and i do play whine sometimes but i never whine whine. i mean if uve alreadi said once tht u r not in a happy position, u DONT NEED to say it again. i noe u r in such and such a position and u feel such and such but u constantly talkin and whinin about it isnt going to help anything or help to get ANYTHING done! instead, it only makes it worse and gets in my way when i m actually trying to do something useful. sittin around and moping doesnt get anything complete.
now obviously i hav names in my head to who ive specifying all this rant to... which i obviously cannot mention. but yea. gawd, sometimes i wanna just scream at the person to shut the fuck up, go away and do somethin useful.
this is probably me just overreacting... the piling of stress has made me hav the frequent headache and the dread-chill... so all this is making me feel like screaming at everyone that gets in my way..
this isnt the first time.. whenever im doin something seriously and ppl get in way and somehow obstruct me, even if they are just kidding, i rlly want to strangle them and tell them to fuck off or help. heh.. im being too emotional. i better start to shut up.
