Backtrack 2007

new lay? like?
i noe.. the pictures overlap the borders. bleck. oh wellz. so hard to find the PERFECT skin nowadays.

can you believe it? 2007 is over. so quickly. not ready at all.
this year has been.. eventful.

• brought in the new 2007 with caryn, maddie and the guys at the curve.
• shisha'd for the first time at hartamas wif ji min, maddie, muyo, caryn n sonia.
• got addicted to o2jam. temporarily. stopped now. haha
• started going out with dana. jan 29.
• signed up for facebook. and now a admitted addict. =P
• broke up wif dana. duno date.
• met veon.
• officially over WM.
• went crazy on the last day for ex-year13s. and screamed "KIT YOU'RE REALLY CUTE" [http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ds57bhpXVMU]
• at the same time also went around and took pics wif all the ex-year 13 "cute" guys
• AS Exams. shit results.
• beat nicole in the friendster "most views" competition. whoo~ =P
• met hwai jeh
• started blogger -june 21 '07-
• celebrated my 17th at equatorial wif nicole
• climbed mt.kinabalu and SUCCEEDED [with a little bit of help] !!
• jumping rope left =(
• met jiayuan
• started obsession with matsumoto jun. stopped already.
• paintball with nicole and her friends
• and then celebrated merdeka with them at curve. beautiful fireworks =D
• and then after tht slpt over at nic's place and then movie and bowling with jiayuan and veon.
• started year 13
• edwin and clare
• slid down the freakin stairs. scars still there =.=
• black eyed peas concert!!
• thimun conference
• met peter
• hooked up wif peter -nov 27 '07-
• grease musical
• prom
• christmas in singapore
  

and now...

well... school is starting on th 7th.
oh.. i got a new phone. neither of which i was hoping for... but stil nice. the nokia 6120 classic. pink. limited edition. hehe

just imagine that pink.
yeap. i love my new phone =D got special cam whore feature ;)

got my xmas gift frm nicole yesterday too. so preettyyy~

and today i received a special package. all the way from taiwan. hehe. his new yrs gift came in today. he got me this really nice ring wif an engravin on the inside.

thats 2007 gone before any of us knew it. wow.

good bye 2007, welcome 2008
i hope its gonna be a great year.

Singapore

i am in love. yes, peter, someone else has stolen my heart. it was love at first sight. true unrequited love. oh woe is i, y must he be so untouchable. so out of reach. if only, if only. his qualities.. so perfect. his hidden side.. so slick.

i want need him.

lemme introduce u to my one and only. meet Nokia N81. slide phone, 3G, radio, mp3, camera in the back and in the front, 2GB storage and best of all...
ITS PURPLEEEE~~

costing about RM1700, it is way out of my budget (which is under RM1000 btw)

so..i hav settled for a fake, a clone. the nokia 5610. haha ok ok. not rlly a fake and its quite cool. and this too is over my budget but wif a little bit of beggin.. it MIGHT just b mine.

girls fall head over heels in love with clothing and accessories. i, on the other hand, fall for electronics =s mwhehehe. well i dun care. i just want the nokia N81. someone wanna be a santa and get it for me?

i suppose in a few yrs the price should drop... should i wait? i duno if i can...
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anyways, back from singapore with the family. was there from the 23rd to the 27th.. oh before i forget.

MERRY belated CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONEE~!!

we did wat all tourists do. signed up for some tours . the DUCKtours and the HiPPOtours, oh, and the RHiNOtours too.... the DUCKtours is a waste of time.

went to see all the sights, the merlion, riverside point, fountain of wealth, orchard, sentosa, etc.. some places we went to just reminded me of memories of the MUN time in singapore.

there were having these new year activities where u write down ur wishes on this inflatable ball and then they will throw them into marina bay for the new year's celebration. so the family and i wrote down our wishes on the ball. and when the parents werent lookin, i put down a wish for me and peter too :P

there were also these golden little circular cards tht u could write your wish down on those too. yea.. we wrote for that too.

all tht happened at esplande bay.

- pictures to be posted -

so.. im bak now. conclusion about singapore? everywhere i look are couples cuddling together.. >.<" even having a bf, its stil quite sad tht he's not there beside me to cuddle too.
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speaking of him.. today is our one monthiversary. <3

Happy Holidays

prom was really fun :D was held at the JW Marriot and tho i didnt get to go to the after party at heritage, it was stil cool. they didnt play enuf variety of music tho.. everyone was soooo prtty and the guys all looked very handsome.. i shoulda taken more pix. haha but oh wells. here's a group pic tht was suppose to b taken by the professional photographer but joseph took one wif a camera instead before the professional photo was taken. im not sure who it was tht was cut out :S everyone looks quite demonic haha

as u can kinda see, no one is ready for the photo to b taken yet. :P got to slow dance wif ct, dana and chris. we non-stopped danced wif everyone else on the podium hehe.
more prom photos on facebook. my album has some too.

after prom.. went back to my hometown to visit my grandma who's been hospitalized. she's getting better, which is good. :)

monday went 1u wif nic to look for baby's xmas prez and we also met up wif jiayuan and watched Alvin and the Chipmunks. SOOOO CUTEE!!
here is one of their hit single songs. sooo adorablee. totally recommend!!

got some big apple donuts too :D yum yum. gonna go out sometime this week soon too so i can post his present.. ngeh.. hope i do it rite.

cute ecard i found online. happy holidays to everyone!!
i'm going spore from the 23rd - 26th Dec. we can mayb meet up if you're there too.


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caryn's back. she came bak last sat. (was just too lazy to update) :P
missed her so much. so far only been out twice wif her. but once my holiday starts, i'll b out wif her tonssss more :D

on skype wif peter now. everyone is so pessimistic about the whole thing. i dun get y. its working perfectly fine even if we are both in two different lands. even mr.mah, who i thot might even be a bit of a sentiment, also said i was just askin to get hurt =.="" bleh.. such an adult. i dun need to hear it. his side as well.. all his frends and his sister too, are tellin him tht we're just both going to get hurt in the end. is it rlly tht impossible for me and him to work out?
watever. i'll b the optimistic one then. this will work and i intend to prove everyone wrong.

prom soon :D i got my dress frm tangs. soooo nice. i duno if there is an after party.. i duno if im goin to go. i duno if i wanan go. haha i dunooo.

went to 1u wif nicole and fikri on friday. ate at chilis. was going to meet ron but my dad got pissed cuz i didnt tell him i was goin to midvalley. so me, nic and fik all took a taxi to mv. durin the taxi ride was when my dad called and when i started freakin out. so we just arrived at mv. sat there in the taxi tryin to figure out wat to do... and then we turned around. hahahhaa. wat a waste. was like sooo close to meetin up wif ron. he's damn disappointed. he was on the phone wif me and whining about how i wasnt gonna get a chance to meet him. got bak home in time. dad wasnt pissed. bleck. wasted. haha i felt like such a party pooper. SORRY NIC AND FIKRI :(

oh. i got an MV from peter. he sed its alot like us. haha. the girl is all the way in paris while he's in taiwan. he sed the girl looks like me >.<" but the guy doesnt rlly look like him. damnn :P ah wel. its a nice song too.

A Song For You - Show Luo

Annoyinggg

there are 2 traits in certain people that i absolutely CANNOT stand and that is incompetence and whining.

im not usually as annoyed with incompetence lately bcuz, well, sometimes i can be too. but some ppl just really annoy me. they always come up to u askin to copy ur hw or some such when they themselves havent even tried. they're jsut too lazy to bother looking at it at all. i dun mind sharing my hw and letting ppl copy it sometimes BUT if they ask me ALL the time and they dont return the favour, they arent learning anything AND they are abusing a friendship. if u r going to copy my hw, at least sometimes i should b given the chance to copy urs, no? isnt it only fair trade. or if u've really tried and u cant understand and then u want to see wat ive done... then i dun mind sharing. BUT some ppl just come up before the class and go "oh have u done such and such hw? can i copy?" and i just wanna scream at them to fuck off cuz they didnt even have the energy to try themselves. and THEN when these ppl end up doing better than u in the test, its completely undeserved. its not jealousy.. its complete unfairness and ingratitude. yes.. ingratitude is also something tht annoys me to hell.. but tht links alot in with the incompetence, so i'll leave tht at tht.

whining is the most baby thing ever. i dont whine. i can honestly say i never seriously whine about something. i do make the occasional complaint and i do play whine sometimes but i never whine whine. i mean if uve alreadi said once tht u r not in a happy position, u DONT NEED to say it again. i noe u r in such and such a position and u feel such and such but u constantly talkin and whinin about it isnt going to help anything or help to get ANYTHING done! instead, it only makes it worse and gets in my way when i m actually trying to do something useful. sittin around and moping doesnt get anything complete.

now obviously i hav names in my head to who ive specifying all this rant to... which i obviously cannot mention. but yea. gawd, sometimes i wanna just scream at the person to shut the fuck up, go away and do somethin useful.

this is probably me just overreacting... the piling of stress has made me hav the frequent headache and the dread-chill... so all this is making me feel like screaming at everyone that gets in my way..

this isnt the first time.. whenever im doin something seriously and ppl get in way and somehow obstruct me, even if they are just kidding, i rlly want to strangle them and tell them to fuck off or help. heh.. im being too emotional. i better start to shut up.

Ellie is Procastinating

things i have due for tmr which i SHOULD be doing:

• THIMUN
• policy statement & research
  
• opening speech
• SC speech
• resolution
• Pow essay on Max's view of family life
• Moore essays on tourism
• Wildgust Chapter 1 Test
  

blehhhhh..

Right now...
Where are you at? my room
Where were you last? pasar malam
Are you in a relationship? nope
Are you happy? overall... i suppose i should be
What is the last thing you accomplished? finished making the THIMUN note paper
What are your plans for the next week? next week, monday is holli~ but i have to study :( and the rest of the week i'll be doing MUN and Grease *sigh*
What are some goals you have? dont screw up in THIMUN Singapore
What are you listening to? my neighbor's music.. some jay chou song
Any regrets? try not to think about them
Eating anything? rice, tofu, pork, fish. haha
Drinking? drank tea
Who are you with? no one
Last person you saw? my dad and bro
Next person you'll see? my dad and my bro too...?
How are you feeling? cold/lonely
Mood? lazy
What did you do yesterday? Grease rehearsal
The day before? SAT 1 and then clare came over and we worked on our resolution.
Today? school and then SQUID meeting
Are you independent? i dont want to be
Do you want kids? eventualy perhaps
Would you be a good parent? i duno.. im probably too lenient
Do you want to get married? eventually. if i find the right guy
Are you/have you ever been a *player*? not intentionally :S
Favorite restaurants? erm.. none in particular.. chillis? yippee cup?
Do you live on your own? nope
Do you plan on moving soon? maybe
Things you need to buy to move? an actual place to move to....
What do you want for Christmas? lots of things. to name a few: black bead necklace, new clubbing clothes, get my iPod and/or laptop fixed, etc...
Halloween plans? passed
Tonight plans? actually start my hw.. maybe?
How many websites are you a member of? aLOT. hi5, friendster, tagged, facebook, myspace, myyearbook, webmate, flixster, bebo, ringo, xanga, blogger, livejournal... and probably some i havent named.
Do you have a car? nope
Do you have a job? nope
Are you in school? yes
When do you plan on being out of school? um.. after uni and masters
What personality traits are most attractive in your bf/gf? if i had one, he would have to be funny and easy to talk to :D (being able to speak good english is a plus)
Physical? height (taller than me), nice eyes, nice smile and nice laugh
Can you date more than one person at a time? not unless the person you were dating knows and is okay with dating more than one person
Can you be in a relationship with more than one person at a time? no
Have you ever cheated? in a test, yes.
Been cheated on? i dunno
What do you consider cheating? kissing, going out with another girl without telling the girlfriend first
Once a cheater, always a cheater? most of the time
What can someone do to make you feel insecure about a relationship? talk to other girls more than they talk to me. tell other people secrets that i dont noe.
What can someone do to make you feel wanted? flirting with me. smiling at me. wanting to be near me. the occasional brush of skin.
How do you know you like someone? im always thinking about them. and there is just this vibe.
How do you know you love someone? i don't noe
Where is your family? my brother is in his room. same with dad. my mom is in US.
Where is your best friend? at home. online.
What are you needing right now? a guy hug
Wanting? for my hw to disappear
When will you see your bf next? n/a
Last movie you saw? Because I Said So
Next movie you want to see? The Bee Movie
Last 4 websites you visited? hotmail, facebook, xanga, blogger
Last person you talked to online? jon sum
Last compliment recieved? ... i dont rmbr
Last compliment given? i give them all the time
What are you doing after this is done? possibly starting my hw.

survey gotten from SURVEYS_yeahh

Black Eyed Peas Concert

the BEP concert was AWESOME.
my first real live experience with a real life celebrity band.
too lazy to explain ne further. here's some vids. trust me, its way cooler than it looks in vid. the experience was just so worth it.
i saw some teachers there tho. haha. but none of them noe me :p

they caught us recording a few times so we had to stop :(
picture's at here.

ta da :)